Thursday, December 28, 2017

Reflection On 2017

Yeah, I know. 2 blog posts in one day. What?!

Well, tis the season of reflection. I figured I'd do this post today because I'll probably forget if I procrastinate any longer. ;)

Here's a recap of how my year went.
-I started the year in a sling after undergoing shoulder surgery and spent a total of 8 weeks using one arm. I learned that things like doing my hair, getting dressed, showering, and carrying textbooks with one arm is not quite as easy as I thought it'd be. Thankfully, my family and friends were so kind and helpful and made sure I didn't struggle too much.

-My second semester of senior year was absolute craziness. I felt like I had no idea what I wanted to do post graduation, I wanted to end my college career with the best grades ever, and I felt so homesick. I battled anxiety almost every day. To be honest, my last semester of college was one of the darkest times in my life. I decided to stop attending chapel and church and felt like my workload made me too busy for God. Thankfully, God never gives up on me though.

-I managed to graduate. It was certainly a joyous occasion. I did it. Now what?

-I moved to Sacramento and began the job hunt. It felt like an endless waiting game. Lots of dead ends and no return phone calls. What was I doing wrong?

-I accepted a job at Berkshire Hathaway Home Services. The job lasted one day after I realized the job and the company weren't going to work out. It was a very chaotic place with absolutely no communication skills and/or organization. No one could tell me who my boss was or what my actual job description was. I wanted it to work out, but sometimes God has a way of firmly shutting a door when He knows there's something better for me.

-I felt even more depressed than I did before. Was I too stupid? Too young-looking? I wanted to cry. In my sadness, God gave me a reminder to cling to Him and His word. I started Bible journaling, doing devotionals, and journaling. I can't say all my problems instantly went away, but I can say God was aways by my side. I was able to experience peace and comfort in uncertainty, and peace from God is the best thing ever. I truly believe God uses pain to remind us of how big He really is. I was able to worship God in my hurt and that's something I never thought was possible.

-6 months after graduating college, I landed a job at the Sacramento Metro Chamber. It's a temporary job until May, but at least it's a positive, exciting, and meaningful place to not just work, but to also network and grow. In one week of work, I have met awesome local leaders, been given feedback on my communications skills, and found great people to work alongside with. The old saying, "Good things come to those who wait" is certainly true. Patience has not been one of my strong suits, but God used the last 6 months to teach me patience in the truest form. It was as if God signed me up for "Patience Bootcamp" and I have grown so much because of it. God needed to kick my butt a little bit in order for me to trust Him more.

-I passed the CBEST. For those of you that don't know what the CBEST is, it stands for California Basic Educational Skills Test. It is necessary for anyone who wants to work as a substitute teacher or school administrator in California. I love working with kids and the idea of making school a place where they can be engaged, have fun, and realize their potential, it so exciting to me. There's always the possibility that I can substitute teach once my current job ends, so I'm not left jobless too long. God provides in His own unique ways, and for that I am very thankful and excited.

This year was tough. There are lots of memories that I wish I could forget or erase. I cried a lot. At the same time, I am so grateful for those dark moments. Those dark moments brought me so close to Jesus and I have felt His arms around me. Jesus carried me when my legs were too weak to walk. No prayer or cry has gone unheard. I have felt His voice tell me every night and every morning, "Chloe, I see you. I hear you. I am with you. You are not alone, my child. I love you." God has been so faithful to me and I don't even deserve it. My heart is overflowing with joy and peace and I know this is just the beginning. God is so good. Even if you think God has left you. I promise you He hasn't. I just wanted to share a bit of my own struggles in hopes that if you're going through similar things, you can be encouraged. Don't give up on God. Don't give up on hope. It may not be instant, but your happy ending will come. Just keep holding on. Stay strong in the faith.

I pray 2018 will be a year that you experience the greatness of our Savior. He is so much bigger than any of our problems. He is Emmanuel- God with us.

Peace and Joy,

Chloe

My New Year's Resolutions

Hello again, everyone!
I hope you all had a joyous Christmas alongside loved ones. I certainly enjoyed much needed quality time with my family, delicious food, and so much laughter.

The new year is coming. I've taken a lot of time to think about my intentions for 2018. In the past, my new year's resolutions always sounded so shallow. I wanted to be prettier, lose weight, have more friends, etc. This year, the Lord has put it on my heart to mature a bit more and use scripture to set goals instead of being influenced by things like social media and Google. (Yes, in years past I have Googled what my resolutions should be according to experts and discussion boards. It did not turn out well.) The past few days, I have dug deep into the book of Proverbs, and found lot of good inspiration for how I'd like 2018 to go.

1.) Keep Christ first.
If my eyes are not fixed on Jesus, I will fail. I must be humble enough to give God the credit for my success.

John 15:5- "I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing."

Proverbs 3:6- "In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."

Matthew 6:33- "But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

2.) Be a beacon of joy, light, and positivity.
The world already has enough drama and negativity. I can choose to be joyful no matter what happens to me. I can be an example of how life with Jesus is so awesome.

Proverbs 18:2- "A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones."

Psalm 103:2-5- "Bless the LORD, O my soul, an forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is rented like the eagle's."

Matthew 5:16- "In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven."

3.) Listen to understand, not to speak or criticize.
Oftentimes when someone vents to me, I like to fix things for them instead of actively listening. When I speak more than I listen, I hurt people. My advice is not always that important. Sometimes the best thing I can do is show compassion by shutting my mouth.

Proverbs 18:2- "A fool takes no pleasure in understanding, but only in expressing his opinion."

James 1:19- "Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger."

4.) Have a mentor and be a mentor.
I must be humble enough to listen to advice for those who are wiser than me. They will help keep me accountable. Likewise, I can be a positive influence and role model for others by loving Jesus and serving people.

Proverbs 27:17- "Iron sharpens iron, and so one man sharpens another."

Hebrews 13:7- "Remember your leaders, those who spoke to you the word of God. Consider the outcome of their way of life, and imitate their faith."

Ecclesiastes 4:10- "For if they fall, one will lift his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up."

5.) Be wise with my finances, but do not be greedy.
I have just started my first real job after college. It's exciting to make money and start my financial portfolio, but if my interest in money is bigger than my interest in God, then I will fail and be left with nothing. Money doesn't last, but God is eternal.

Proverbs 3:9- "Honor the LORD with your wealth and with the firstfruits of all your produce."

1 Timothy 6:10- "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs."

Romans 13:8- "Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves has fulfilled the law."

Luke 6:10-11- "One who is faithful in very little is also faithful in much, and one who is dishonest in a very little is also dishonest in much. If then you have not been faithful in the unrighteous wealth, who will entrust to you the true riches?"

I pray that 2018 will be a year filled with many blessings for all of us. May we draw nearer to Jesus and love one another deeply.

Peace and Joy,

Chloe





Thursday, December 14, 2017

Scripture and Prayer: Fear

Hi again!
So, mini life update: I got a job! Wow! I am so excited and thankful to God for this wonderful opportunity to learn and grow. I am sure I will meet awesome people and that more good things are in store. At the same time, I can't help but have a few nerves before my first day. What if I no one likes me? What if I'm horrible at my job? What if I am not smart enough? While I realize some nerves are normal, I also know those fears and questions are not from God. I know the enemy wants me to freak out and get discouraged. The enemy hates seeing me thrive and be content. So where do I go when I need some encouragement? SCRIPTURE AND PRAYER!

"It is the LORD who goes before you. He will be with you: he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed." -Deuteronomy 31:8

Lord, I am about to embark on a new phase of life. I am nervous and scared. However, I truly believe You are holding my hand and will never leave me. You have already gone ahead and paved a pathway for me. Lord, give me courage to fully trust You in all aspects of my life. Enable me to live by faith and not by sight. Give me mentors and friends to encourage me the same way Moses encouraged Joshua. Father, I ask You to wrap me in Your arms and calm my anxious heart. May I look to You, the Author and Perfector of my faith during this time of growth and transition. You have taught me that uncomfortable times usually result in blessings in the end. You work make all things work together perfectly for my good. You love me and You will not forsake me even when I forsake You. Lord, when I go through dark valleys, remind me that it's only temporary and that Your grace is more than sufficient for me. You have always held me in Your arms and helped me. You are my Provider, Guide, Advocate, and Anchor. I love You, Father.
Amen.

While it may feel awkward and uncomfortable to go through transitions, God promises us that we are not alone. In our hardest times, God offers us Himself and gives us His presence. And if you think of it, please keep me in Your prayers for courage and strength. I need it. ;)

Peace and Joy,
Chloe 

Thursday, December 7, 2017

Scripture and Prayer: Trials (James 1:2-3)

Hello again, everyone! I hope your week has been great so far.

One thing I've recently started doing was writing out scripture verses and then reflecting on them by writing out a corresponding prayer to God for each piece of scripture. I got the idea from a company called Cultivate What Matters and they sell journals called Write the Word. I figured I could do the same thing even if I didn't purchase the exact journal and start my quiet time with that.

I have found that writing out God's word has given me so much more strength. I don't know about you, but it is much easier for me to remember things if I physically write them down. For me, I also understand what I am reading better when I take the time to write out the passage because as I am writing, my brain is also processing and dissecting big ideas down. Writing out prayers is my way of communicating my deepest praise and requests to God. And I will always be able to look back on my journals and remember God's faithfulness and see how my relationship with God has progressed and grown.

We all go through challenges and obstacles. No one can say their life is completely easy and fun 100% of the time. I had a coach in high school tell me that when she went through hard times, she loved turning her Bible to James and being reminded of God's truth. So that is where I will begin:

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know the testing of your faith produces perseverance." -James 1:2-3 (NIV)

Father,
Thank You for giving me Your spirit and promising to watch over me all the days of my life. I know I will undergo a variety of challenges throughout my life. I ask that You would continue to remind me that I will never go through dark valleys alone. You are always with me and are my Comforter, Protector, Savior, and Friend. Protect me from the enemy's weapons and help me to always look to You for guidance. May I never lose faith in Your goodness and power. Lord, when storms come my way, may I be reminded that You are the only one who can calm the storms and restore true peace. Call me out to walk on the water and run into Your loving arms instead of looking at my problems. You ask me to live by faith because You love me and want me to be closer to You. You have given me so many resources and blessings to help me endure trials and You will never fail me. I can look back on my darkest days and see how You were with me and working for my good in the midst of my hurt. Thank You for being sovereign and for being constant. I love you.
Amen.

Whatever trials you are facing(or will face), God is alongside you. It can be hard to feel his presence but he is still there and ready to help you. You do not go through pain alone. We have a God who sees us and hears us. We are precious to him. Rest assured that God will never ever leave you nor forsake you.

Peace and Joy,
Chloe

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Reality of Black Friday and Cyber Monday

Hello everyone! I hope you all had a lovely Thanksgiving and spent some quality time with loved ones. I certainly enjoyed being with my family and friends and dinner was so delicious. My mom's green bean casserole was incredible and I always look forward to getting to stuff my face with it. We all know what comes right after Thanksgiving: Black Friday and Cyber Monday. I never really understood it. Don't get me wrong: I love a good deal and being thrifty. However, I don't love seeing people fight one another all for a toaster at Walmart or any other store for that matter. Is it really necessary to trample people or yank items out of their hands, pull hair, etc. 

Here's my real concern with Black Friday and Cyber Monday:
Thanksgiving is all about reflecting on what we are grateful for and thinking about the many blessings around us. Black Friday and Cyber Monday ultimately ruin the spirit of gratitude because it is all about buying needless items just to show off our wealth and status. Nobody really needs every item in every store, but Black Friday and Cyber Monday force us to be unhappy with our lives because we need more stuff. Commercials on TV show us what our lives could look like if we all rushed into the stores to grab whatever fits into our cars and houses, but the only thing that can make us truly happy is taking time to think about what we already have and to give credit to the One who makes it all possible: God. 

God does not withhold anything we need to survive. He graciously gives us everything plus more. He is generous and good. There is nothing any one of s has done to deserve his kindness, but God still pours out amazing things on us. When we buy into the lies that Black Friday and Cyber Monday tell us, we ultimately tell God that he is not good enough for us. Our hearts become more in love with shallow and material things rather than having minds and hearts focused on God's kingdom and mission. Can we actually say we love God and want to help other people when we're completely obsessed with the best deals and shopping until we can no longer fit everything into our mansions? God calls us choose him each day not just on Thanksgiving. I know it is not easy. I mess this up too. I  can say I want to serve Jesus, but then I turn around to serve my own wants and desires. I am flawed and selfish but I am doing my best to keep Christ's mission first and foremost.

God loves us too much to let us love earthly possessions. It's all just stuff. The only thing that can fill us with true joy and peace is God's infinite love and goodness. He knows we are easily tempted and can mess up. He loves regardless and just wants to be close to us. The problem with earthly possessions is that is causes us to become distracted and we can easily forget the reason why we have so many nice things in the first place. I think it's so cool that God loves us too much to let us drift away from his heart. His love never gives up on us. How amazing is that!

Here are some pieces of scripture to reflect on during this season:

"No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate one and love the other, or you will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money." -Matthew 6:24

"The greedy stir up conflict, but those who trust in the LORD will prosper." -Proverbs 28:25

"Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, 'never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.'" -Hebrews 13:5

Peace and Joy,

Chloe 


Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Generosity And The Benefit Of The Doubt

Happy Tuesday, everyone! I can't believe the holidays are just around the corner and it's definitely an exciting time. Currently my family is getting ready by planning out well-loved recipes, decorating, and savoring the joy that accompanies holiday festivities.

One of my favorite parts of the holiday season is seeing many people cheerfully give the excess resources. Many individuals choose to donate money to their favorite charities, people are invited into each other's homes, and gather around a table to laugh and share a delicious meal together.

However, there is also a flip side to such joyful generosity. There are some people who would rather choose to be skeptical and stingy with their extra blessings. I've heard it time and time again, "But how do I know this organization is really using the money to help others?" "Why should i donate when I need more money to buy more toys and gifts for myself?" "If I give money to that homeless person, of course they're using it for drugs and alcohol." "How can I be positive this is legitimate?"

I get it. I feel like at some point in our lives we have been scammed or tricked. There are stories of fraudulent organizations that literally rob well-meaning folks into funding a cause that doesn't exist and ends up in rich people's wallets instead of those that actually need it. And God wants us to be wise and use discernment with what he has entrusted to us. He calls us to be good stewards of our resources and use common sense. However, that should not interfere with our desire and ability to care for others. God also calls us to live by faith. Hebrews 11:1 says, "Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about things we do not see." This means that when we chose to give our time and money to those around us, we will not be able to see how those things will be utilized. We just have to trust that God will bless our gifts and deliver hope to a world that desperately needs it. More often than not, we have to give others the benefit of the doubt. Be careful of who or what you label as a scam or liar. Sometimes the real scammers and liars are ourselves because we say we are Christians and want to serve others like Jesus did on earth, but turn around only to hoard things for ourselves.

We can all give something. Maybe we don't need that $5 coffee and can donate that money to a worth cause. Maybe we can listen to someone else talk about their day/week/year instead of insisting of always speaking up. Maybe we can be a compassionate and calming presence to a person who feels forgotten and alone. This holiday season, (and quite frankly every day of our lives) let's all try to love other people a little bit deeper and a little bit bigger. Let's offer whatever we have to give. Let's all be Christ's hands and feet to a hurting and broken world. Let's show skeptics what true faith and service looks like.

We tend to make an idol out of clarity and certainty. We love facts and guarantees. It makes us feel secure. Yet as believers, we are called to live lives of deep faith in Christ and his mission. Jesus constantly invites us to walk out on the water and into his arms of love, but oftentimes we refuse to leave the boat. Jesus knows we can be easily frightened and intimidated but he promises us that we are not alone. He will help us trust God more. He will help us commit to loving more people than before. He will help us seek first God's vision of building his Kingdom. God knows our every weakness and out of his love for us, he gives us strength and courage when we feel scared.

Loving others begins with asking God for his help and guidance. I cannot truly love other people if i don't first approach God's throne of grace and mercy each day. I desperately want to be a person who gives others the benefit of the doubt even when it seems too difficult, but I cannot do that without God's help. He enables me to love people around even when I feel like it's too tough. When we ask God for his guidance and support to seek first his kingdom, God sends an army of angels to help us. Sometimes the armies consist of other people who are also seeking to serve God and sometimes the army is made up of awesome organizations and charities that give us fresh ways to give with sincere and joyful hearts. The bottom line is that God is always more than ready to help us when it comes to building his kingdom.

Have an amazing holiday season. I pray God strengthens our hearts and minds to be fixed solely on him and his will. May we learn to think less about ourselves and more about how to be bearers of true faith and hope to a world that needs Jesus.

Peace, Joy, and Blessings,

Chloe

Monday, November 6, 2017

Attitude of Gratitude

Happy November! I pray this new month finds you doing well and you are all enjoying crisp Fall weather. I love November. I love seeing the gorgeous colors on leaves as they fall, and get excited about preparing yummy food and goodies for people to enjoy, and I love taking time to think about everything I am thankful for.

I find that true gratitude is one of the best ways to find joy and peace. It brings us closer to God, because we recognize that without God, nothing would be possible. For me, I wouldn't have a supportive, fun-loving, and compassionate family and friends if it weren't for Jesus. I have a nice home, food to eat, clothes to wear, and opportunities to enjoy and relax because God has been faithful to me. I really don't deserve any of it but God is the type of God the the loves surprising his children with blessings.

It's easy to think about the things that could be better in our lives. We would all like more money, better houses and cars, better grades at school, and bigger promotions at work. We want wars to end, poverty to be eradicated, and we want everyone to get along and find peace. If you're like me, you may not love chilly weather. I don't particularly enjoy bundling up and wearing lots of layers. I have found myself complaining or whining about how cold I feel and wish it was just  tad bit warmer. But when I do that, I forget about how God has provided me with adequate clothing and my house has heat and I'm much better off than I think. My complaining and ungratefulness hurts God's heart because in a way I am telling him "But you're still not good enough for me. I still need more."Ungratefulness is Satan's favorite way to distract us from worshipping God with cheerful and sincere hearts. God will never hold out on us. He knows exactly what we need and he will oftentimes blessings us with more.

Even when it's hard, I'd like to challenge all of us (especially myself) to take lots of time to reflect on how much God has given us. How has God surprised us with unexpected gifts? What are we going to thank God for today? Maybe we will find ourselves filled with more peace and joy. Maybe we will be more ready to bless others with our extra resources who are less fortunate. Maybe we will all be worshipping our Savior with pure and happy hearts instead of ones with envy and jealousy.

Here are some scripture to read and think about as we enter a season of joyous thanksgiving and peace.

"Enter His gates with thanksgiving and His courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise His name. For the LORD is good and His love endures forever; His faithfulness continues through all generations." -Psalm 100: 4-5

"And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus." -Philippians 4: 19

"Make sure that your character is free from the love of money, being confident with what you have; for He Himself has said, 'I will never desert you nor will I ever forsake you.'" -Hebrews 13: 5

I hope this week is a great start to your attitude of gratitude and joy. God is always gracious and faithful. If he has taken great care of us so far, then how will he not continue to shower us with abundant blessings?

-Chloe


Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Payer For My Future Husband

Hello again, everyone! I hope you've been doing well and enjoying the Fall weather.

This is the time of year when lots of weddings take place. They're beautiful to witness and fill my with a to of joy. I can't hep but to think when I'll be the one in a white dress surrounded by family and friends. I've always been one to dream about my future wedding and yes, I already have a wedding Pinterest board although I don't even have a boyfriend currently. I know I am completely jumping the gun on that part. But, I do know that God has an amazing man in mind for me and he is preparing the two of us for a great journey. Lately, I've been thinking about the power of praying for my future husband. Life is tough and filled with temptation and brokenness. It's important for me to ask God to protect and encourage my future spouse so he doesn't despair and lose hope. I want him to be so close to Jesus in every situation and be able to feel his immense love and presence. I am already praying that I will be a wife who listens well and forgives easily. I want my future marriage to be established in God and I pray that the two of us are united in sharing God's love with everyone and being sources of light in an oftentimes confusing world. So here's the prayer I've been praying for my future husband and our future marriage.

Heavenly Father,
You are the ultimate matchmaker. I know You already have my soulmate in mind for me. Whether or not we have already met each other, I ask that You would bless him immeasurably more than all he could ask or imagine. I ask that he will know Your great love for him and be encouraged and strengthened to follow You every day of his life. I ask that he would run to You and not to worldly temptation and sin. Please bless his family and friends and may they encourage him to always seek Your heart in all things. Heal any brokenness, bitterness, and resentment, Lord. I ask that his family will look to You for guidance and support.

Lord, I ask that you will prepare me to be a Proverbs 31 wife. May I learn to be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry. May I be a wife who constantly supports her husband in all things and yields to his leadership. I ask that my own pride and ego will be shut down in order to better listen and understand others, especially my husband. May I learn to forgive easily without holding any grudges or keeping score. Give me your patience and compassion so I can learn to see things from other people's point of view. I know I will fail You and fail my husband, but I promise I will not give up on doing my very best each day to love You and love my family.

Father, I ask that my marriage will be rooted deeply in You alone. I ask that my future husband and me will not look to compare our marriage with others, but to instead rely on You for guidance and help. We cannot make it if You are not first and foremost. Jesus, be near to us when we fall or fail and help us to not blame each other or our situations when married life gets tough. Help us to see the humor and joy of daily living and be faithful and lifelong companions for one another. I ask that our marriage will be filled with lots of laughter and sweet memories together. When the time comes, and you blesses with children, help us to be parents that point our kids to You. Give us grace when we mess up with our children and help us to raise kids who are fierce about following You and being kind to others. May they be bright beacons of light, joy, and hope to a world that desperately needs You. Knit us together as a family and remove any bitterness, envy, or division in our hearts, so we can love each other in deep and intentional ways. In Your precious name.

Amen.

Monday, October 16, 2017

Loving Others Behind Their Back

Welcome back to my blog, ya'll! I hope your week is off to a wonderful start. 

I'm going to be completely honest with you: Sometimes I act like I'm on stage or in a play/movie wen it comes to loving others. It's one thing to be nice and polite to others, but it's an entirely different thing to be patient, understanding, gentle, and merciful. It's even harder to do so when I know they aren't looking at me. Take this situation at the grocery store for an example: A young lady is in front of me in the checkout line, talking on her phone, trying to talk to the cashier at the same time, then arguing with the cashier that one item was definitely on sale and she refuses to leave until talking with the manager, et cetera et cetera. What is her problem? Why is she so rude? Why can't she shut up and walk away? I'm scowling at her and rolling my eyes until she turns around and I flash a smile at her. 

It makes me sick that I can be so two-faced. I can be so fake and yet I know Christ calls me to live a life of godliness, patience, kindness, and compassion. I don't know what that lady at the store is going through. Maybe things are really tough for her and all she needs is someone love on her in a genuine and real way. I could have shown her how much God loves her by simply being a source of light and kindness to her, yet i completely blew it. Jesus even scolds people for being two-faced and only  loving those who love them back. "If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect." (John 5: 46-48) The point Jesus is trying to make is be loving to everyone especially behind their backs. Love on others even if they don't realize you're loving them. 

It takes time and practice to live a life of placing other people's needs and wants over your own. It's not easy, but God promises us that he will help us show other people His unending love for them. We are called to be the light in an oftentimes dark and lost world. We can all make this world a better place to live by loving others behind their backs and watching others flourish from the amount of love and care we put into them. We all need love.

Verses:

"We love because he first loved us. If anyone says, 'I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen. And this commandment we have from him: whoever loves God must also love his brother." -1 John 4:19-21

"As you wish that others would do to you, do so to them." -Luke 6:31

"By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another." -John 13:35

"Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins." -1 Peter 4:8



Be stubborn about fearlessly loving others with a sincere and grateful heart.

-Chloe

Friday, September 29, 2017

Approaching God

Hello everyone! Happy Friday! I hope your week was wonderful and productive. Time to celebrate the well-deserved weekend! :)

Today I wanted to write a bit about prayer. It's such a crucial element in our relationships with Christ and without it, we cannot establish enduring and deep intimacy with God. God calls us to approach his throne of grace and to bring all our cars to him. No relationship can strive without communication. God knows that we were created for meaningful relationships and he adores it when we go to him, instead of worrying about things by ourselves.

There is never a bad time to talk with God. Unlike humans, God is never too busy, never selfish, and is always patient. For a long time, I believed that God couldn't possibly care about all the tiny things I worry about. God has to deal with natural disasters, diseases, war, and poverty (along with so many other things), and I thought my problems were just way too small for him. However, that is a lie that the devil wants me to believe. Satan wants us to thing we don't matter to God. Yet God tells us over and over that we are precious, valuable, and deeply loved by him. Yes, God takes care of the big things in the world, but he also takes equally great care of the tiniest detail of our lives.

Here are some scripture verse discussing prayer and God's care for us:

"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." -Romans 12:12

"And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep praying for all the Lord's people." -Ephesians 6:18

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." _Philippians 4:6-7

Enjoy your weekend! Celebrate the fact that our Savior adores us and never stops providing for us.

Peace and Joy,

Chloe

Friday, September 22, 2017

Prayer For Heavenly Peace And Rest

Hello again, everybody! Happy first day of fall!

I know that the change in season oftentimes means a chance in schedules. Kids are back in school, more things pile up on the to-do list at work, and there almost always seems to be an endless list of errands to run and chores to complete. It's so easy to lose sight of the most important thing: keeping our eyes solely on Jesus. The devil loves using the hustle and bustle of our daily lives to distract us. We can fall into a habit of constantly feeling worried and exhausted. Fall is the time to reflect on our many blessings, but I often think more about what needs to be done, instead of taking time to thank God for being there for me. God's presence is the biggest blessing, and we do not acknowledge him enough. So, if you are anything like me, you definitely feel in need of a sense of calmness and peace. Only God can give us true rest from our busy lives.  So here's a new prayer for a new season (or anytime you notice yourself feeling exhausted):

Father God,
I cannot thank You enough for Your unending compassion, mercy, and nearness. You are always with me and promise to be my most intimate traveling companion on this road of life. Lord, I know I often forget to reflect on just how incredible You have been to me. You constantly pour out blessings in my life, and I do not thank You enough and I certainly do not deserve Your goodness. Father, my daily life can be such a distraction from staying close to you. I oftentimes worship the feeling of being busy and productive rather than worshipping You. I have not prioritized my relationship with You, and I know it breaks Your heart. I ask for your forgiveness and grace, Lord. You are the most important thing in my life and I cannot make it without You. Father, I am tired and weak. I ask for Your gift of rest and relaxation in my life. I ask that You would wrap me in Your comfort and help me to place my full trust in You. I allow myself to experience Your gift of heavenly peace in my life, so I can be transferred into a person who is a source of light to others. Thank You, Lord, for never leaving me in a pit of despair. You long for me to run into Your arms of kindness and grace, and I am now ready to sprint towards You. Give me a heart of gratitude, joy, and peace, Father. I love You.
Amen.

Enjoy an amazing(and well-deserved) time of rest with Our loving Father. May He fill your lives with many rich blessings!

-Chloe

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Help Hurricane Harvey Victims/My Poshmark Closet

Hello everyone!

I hope your Labor Day weekend was wonderful and fun. I certainly enjoyed mine, but my heart still hurts for all those affected by Hurricane Harvey. I can't help but to think about how blessed I am to have a place to live with my family safe and sound. My heart breaks for all those who have lost family, friends, homes, and the possessions they've worked so hard to get. I send all my love and prayers to those whose lives are turned upside down.

In order to do my best to help those affected by Hurricane Harvey, I am selling some things on Poshmark and donating 100% of my earnings to sending relief. My Poshmark closet name is cmpark95. Please feel free to check it out! All my prices are negotiable and I'm always more than happy to answer any questions you have.

Poshmark is great because you get 2-day shipping and you will not pay until you receive your order. It is very safe and easy to use.

I'm just doing whatever I can to help send hope and relief. I just want people to know we cannot give up on taking care of each other and being sources of light and encouragement. Texas, you are not alone! You are very loved and cared about and I hope my donations from Poshmark help you realize that you are supported.

Come on and spend some time in my closet. We can all help send relief!

Poshmark username/closet: cmpark95

XOXO

Chloe

On Gentleness and Patience

Welcome back! I hope this post finds you well and I hope your Labor Day weekend was fun, restful, and safe. Lately I've been reflecting on what it really means to be gentle and patient. For a long time, I thought all I had to do was slap a silly smile on my face, never have emotions, and be a doormat for everyone to step all over in order to be called gentle and patient. But here's the thing: that's not really being authentic and genuine because my actions were only surface-level. I could try to live like that for a few minutes, but eventually I'd snap and turn into a raging monster that made people turn away from me. I have emotions. We all do. None of us can be angelic 100% of the time. I also get frustrated when too many people demand things from me or do things I prefer they don't. God calls each and every one of us to live in harmony with one another. The beautiful thing is God created us with different personalities, likes/dislikes, and mannerisms. We are bound to annoy each other from time to time, but that is no excuse to give up on asking God to give us more compassion, patience, and self-control. I can't be as kind, gentle, and loving if I don't go to God for help. It is only by me taking time to dive deep into God's word and prayer that I am able to authentically love the people God places in my life.

God also knows I will mess up. I am human. But God also shows me amazing forgiveness and through knowing his mercy, I can also show that same forgiveness towards others when they offend or annoy me. God is the perfect example for me. He laid down his own life just so that I could do the same for others. He has given me grace. Therefore I must show grace to everyone else.

We don't have to feel like our love for others is just an act. In order to really live out God's mission, we must first seek Him and rely on Him for help. We will fail, but God won't fail us. He believes that we are capable of being people of great compassion, patience, mercy, and gentleness.

"May the God of endurance and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, n accord with Christ Jesus, that together yay may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore welcome one another as Christ has welcomed you, for the glory of God." -Romans 15: 5-7

"Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience." -Colossians 3:12

"Whoever is patient has great understanding, but one who is quick-tempered displays folly." -Proverbs 14:29

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." -Galatians 6:9

Peace and Love,

Chloe

Thursday, August 31, 2017

Prayer For Texas

Hello everyone! As lots of you know, Hurricane Harvey has wrecked a lot of havoc and heartbreak to many people living in Texas. I cannot stop thinking and praying for everyone who has been affected by this disaster and it weighs very heavy on my heart. I cannot begin to imagine what it is like to lose everything you have worked so hard for. I cannot imagine the amount of fear, pain, confusion, and anger as you wonder if all your family and friends are safe. I cannot imagine what it is like to be forced to leave your home and community not knowing if it will still be there when you come back. If anyone in Texas is reading this right now, please know that you are in my prayers and you are not forgotten or alone. I hope you are all safe and feel God's arms of comfort and courage holding you as you try to put your lives back together. You are so deeply loved and cared about. Please don't ever forget that. I wrote a prayer for the people of Texas. I will not stop sending my love and prayers.

Father God,
I know You are always present even when things seem so scary, hopeless, and dark. Right now, many people are dealing with incredible loss and pain. It's so difficult to understand why this has happened and still believe You are in control. Father, I ask You to be with all those who have lost family members, friends, homes, and are losing faith. Please surround them with Your comfort and peace as You give them courage to rebuild their lives again. I ask that You will send armies of people and resources to join the people of Texas so restoration and healing can begin. Build up new communities that bring support, hope and encouragement to those that need it. Please give this country a spirit of unshakable compassion and love for one another. Lord, I pray that You would remove all division and bitterness from our lives. Help us to see far past race, gender, social class, politics, or any other factor that prevents us from being united in love and service towards one another. Father, continue to strengthen existing relationships and establish new and lasting ones. I ask that You will show yourself to the people of Texas and help them draw nearer to You. Lord, I ask that You would give us creativity and perseverance to find meaningful ways to help those affected by Hurricane Harvey. I know You are far stronger and bigger than any natural disaster and You will never stop caring for us. Thank You for being in control and promising to never leave us nor forsake us even when things feel so bleak. You give hope to the hopeless, rest to the weary, comfort to the hurting, and healing to the broken. I love You.
Amen.

Psalm 46:1-3
"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging."

Isaiah 43:2
"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze."

Nahum 1:7
"The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him."

Romans 8:37-39
"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

2 Corinthians 4: 8-9
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair, persecuted but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed."

Texas, you are cared about and loved. I am constantly thinking and praying for you. I know ya'll are incredibly strong, heroic, and brave individuals. You will rebuild your homes and lives but you will not be alone in this quest. I am with you and God will be working alongside you. I bless you with peace, comfort, love, and hope. Stay strong and don't lose heart!

Blessings,

Chloe


Wednesday, August 23, 2017

My Life Verse

Hello again, everyone!

Welcome back to my blog! I hope your week has been treating you well. Today I wanted to share with you my life verse. The funny thing about it is I just recently picked it out. I guess it took me awhile because there are so many amazing scripture passages to choose from. How can I only pick one? BUT I managed to pick one that really speaks to me.

It is Luke 1:45- "Blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfil his promises to her."

Faith is sometimes tricky. It's often hard to believe that God hears me and responds. But I do know that God has taken such wonderful care of me thus far, and he will never stop watching over me. If God is for me, then who can stand against me? I am alive and well today because God is the one who breathed his life-giving spirit into me. Here's another comforting thing to know/remember: God never breaks his promises. Humans will disappoint us from time to time. We have all heard of (or maybe even know) people who say they will do things for us, but never follow through. Yet God always remembers what he told us, and he will never ever disappoint or fail us. God is the only one who can give us peace, joy, and comfort.

So rest assured. While other people can make us feel sad, hurt, or upset, God is too good to leave us hanging. God always comes through. God is alive and working non-stop.

Blessings and Peace,

Chloe

Monday, August 14, 2017

Prayer For Anxiety

Welcome back to my blog! I hope your Monday is off to a great start. I'm going to be real here: I struggle with anxiety and constantly worrying. I often feel guilty for being so anxious because I know my worries are not a big deal. My "problems" are so little compared to what many other people face on a daily basis. There are things like wars, violence, illnesses/diseases, poverty, and so much more. God has blessed me with a wonderful life, so why should I be anxious? God has a plan for my life and his way is far better than anything I could ever make up. However, I also know that God is compassionate. He understands that I am a very flawed human. He's always there to pick me up when I feel so lost in a cloud of worry. He invites me to tell him what is going on in my life, so that he can bring healing and peace. I get tempted to think that my worries are far too small for God. He has more important things to take care of. BUT that is the devil talking. Satan wants to keep me from approaching God's throne of grace and love. So, in order to combat the devil, I wrote a prayer to ask God for his help in the midst of my anxiousness.

Father God,
I am always in awe of You. I just cannot thank You enough for Your goodness and provision in my life. You know how to shower me with blessings even though I do not come anywhere close to deserving them. I sometimes feel so worried and anxious about my life. But Your word tells me that You will always come through. You even care about birds and flowers, so why do I worry so much? You do abundantly more than all I could ask or imagine. I know you make all things work together for my good, and all I need to do is trust You. Your will is best and I must follow You. I love You, Lord and I know that being in a relationship with You, is what I was created to do. Thank You for Your love and forgiveness, and for promising me that You will never ever leave nor forsake me. Thank You for being constant and gracious to me in my confusion. I love you.
Amen.

Verses to meditate on:

Matthew 6: 27-28
Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow? They do not labor or spin."

1 Peter 5: 6-7
Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he might lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

Hebrews 4: 15-16
For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weakness, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are-yet did not sin. Let us then approach God's throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

Proverbs 3: 5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all of your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

Ephesians 3: 20-21
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations. for ever and ever! Amen.

I hope this new week is full of peace and rest for all of you. Give everything to God, and he will take care of the rest. You are loved. You are not alone. You are God's treasure.

-Chloe

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Whenever You Feel Alone

Hi again, everyone! I hope you had a wonderful week. Thanks for stopping by!

I know I'm definitely not the only person who occasionally feels lonely. Sometimes friends have different plans, or different opinions, and you're left thinking, "What's going on? Will anyone get me?" Those moments are very tough. As humans, we are prone to feeling insecure and those times don't help with our confidence boost. However, it is in those moments where Jesus loves to sweep in and give us comfort, joy, and peace. He adores us and will never ever leave us nor forsake us. It is crucial to remember that our identity in found in God alone. We are all precious children of God who have value and purpose. In we only rely on receiving affirmation from humans, then we will be left feeling disappointed because no human can ever complete us the way Jesus does. Here are some scripture verses to meditate on especially in those times of loneliness and sadness:

Isaiah 41:10- 'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'

Psam 27:10- "Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me."
1 Peter 5:7- "Cast all your anxiety on him for he cares for you." 
You are never alone because Jesus promises to stay close to you. You are so valuable and loved in the kingdom of Heaven. Have a wonderful day!
Peace and Love,
Chloe 


Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Prayer-Healing From The Past

Hello! Happy August, everyone! I wanted to start this month with a prayer to ask the Lord to help us forgive anyone who has hurt us or offended us in any way, let go of all the pain, and then turn our attention to Jesus. God is the only one who can heal and restore us. We can try to find comfort in other people and other things, but ultimately they will fail us, because they cannot give us what Jesus can. We have all been hurt. We all carry wounds and scars, and oftentimes revisit the past instead of focusing on our present and the bright future God promises us. Why relive the past, when God tells us that our life with him will be so much better? So, here is a prayer to help all of us let go of whatever weigh us down and then to run towards the cross of Christ.

Heavenly Father,
Thank You for promising me that Your mercies are new every morning. I submit my pst to You. I ask that You would help me to forgive all those who have hurt or offended me. You ask me in You Word to bless my enemies and pray for those who hurt me. Lord, I want to be someone who knows how to forgive, to let go, and to heal. I pray for those who have hurt me and ask You to bless them with Your deep love and mercy. Lord, I ask that I would be able to forgive myself. I release all my disappointment, frustration, and bitterness to You and ask You to replace those things with patience, peace, and joy. I want to move forward with a clean and healed heart, so that I can love others better and be a blessing to them. Lord, so often I find myself looking back and reliving my brokenness. Help me to stay focused on You alone and to run to the cross with open arms, ready to embrace the wonderful future You have in store for me. I pray that You would break any negative ties, and remove all bitterness, anger, and pain from my heart. I ask that You would destroy any spirit of division within my family and my friends. Bless my family and me with Your spirit and compassion. I pray that I would turn to You for my comfort, safety, and mercy.
Amen.

I pray that this new month is fun of peace, joy, and God's blessings over you and your families. I encourage you to take time to release the past to God, and receive healing wherever you need it. Have a fabulous day.

-Chloe

Monday, July 31, 2017

Prayer- Reflecting On God's Goodness

Hello everyone,
In this season of life, I am learning to be patient, calm, and grateful while waiting on the Lord. It's not easy at all. I am usually pretty Type A. I like to know what is going to happen, why it is going to happen, and exactly when it will happen. However, I believe God is trying to shape me into a person who relies solely on Him for whatever I need. It is not my job to worry and complain. It is not my job to compare my life to other people's lives. My only job is to trust in Christ and lean on Him when I need help and guidance. I wrote this prayer remind myself that God has never stopped being good to me. He has always been gracious and generous to me even though I don't deserve anything. God knows I am so far from being a perfect person, but His love and compassion is perfect and with God's help, I can be someone who helps bring joy, peace, light, and love to a world that desperately needs those things. Here is my prayer:

Father, thank You for another gorgeous day. I praise You for waking me up and showing me Your goodness. I ask You would help me stay focused on trusting You more and learning to wait in the midst of discomfort. Lord, I want to build my life on You, my solid rock. I desire to put You first in all things, instead of on earthly matters. When I get distracted, please be there to guide me back to You. Lord, thank You for never giving up or losing faith in me. I know I mess up so often and I'm very imperfect, yet Your love and goodness is perfect. Father, help me to be a messenger of hope and light to the world. Where there is pain, help me bring comfort, where there is sadness, help me bring joy, where there is bitterness and hatred, help me bring peace and love. Lord, thank You for equipping me with a healthy and able body and mind that is ready to be used for Your service. I pray that I will always be humble and obedient to You and look up to You as my Shepherd-King. Thank You for loving me despite my many flaws. You are a good and gracious Father.
In Your holy name,
Amen.

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Daily Prayer

Hi again! Today I'm sharing a daily prayer that I wrote for myself. Personal daily prayers help us feel centered in a busy world. It gives us dedicated time to come before God and to talk with him instead of allowing ourselves to get caught up in the chaos of life. Yes, we al need to get to work, get the kids to school, run errands, go to meetings, etc. but if we fail to take time each day to pray for ourselves, then we open ourselves to the devil's tactics and we will lose sight of following after God. I wanted to share my prayer that I wrote for myself to share what my deepest desires are from the Lord and to share what I've been learning from him lately. You can and should customize your daily prayer to your own specific needs, requests, and desires. (Just think of my prayer as a possible template for yours.)

Daily Prayer:

Heavenly Father,
Thank You for waking me up and filling my lungs with Your breath. I submit this day to You. Help me be a source of light and joy to every person I come into contact with, so that I can bring them closer to You, and be a blessing to them. Lord, I ask for Your protection and mercy. Keep me safe from the evil one and from those who want to harm me and distract me from following after You. Lord, I pray that You would remind me of how deep, wide, unconditional, and unending Your love is, and then help me share that same love with those around me. May I be a fierce light shining through a dark and oftentimes confusing world, and be a kingdom warrior to help set the world free. Help me to always seek Your face when the road seems scary and difficult instead of giving in to my human nature and to temptation. Lord, I pray that I would be a wildflower in a field of roses and resist conformity and culture's "norms". Keep my mind clear and my heart pure. Fill me with Your wisdom and help me use the discretion You have given me to make smart decisions with Your guidance. Father, thank You so much for the wonderful friendships You have blessed me with. They have given me so much joy and strength, and I pray that you will continue to fortify those bonds while blessing me with new "iron friendships"-friendships that will help me pursue You more. Lord, I also pray for my future husband. While I may not know his name, You do and I believe You are preparing him and me to be lifelong teammates and companions. Lord, I pray that he will constantly seek Your face and rely solely on You when things get tough. I pray that the two of us will encourage one another to dive deeper into our personal relationships with You. Help us both to stay pure and patience until Your perfect timing brings us together, so that the two of us may become one and united in Your love and truth. Father, I pray that You will continue to teach and guide me, so that I may accomplish the work You have given me to do. Shape me into a woman who knows how to listen, to serve, to pray, and to love. Bless me with Your creativity, courage, and compassion. Thank You, Father, for being my protector, provider, king, shepherd, and my most intimate traveling companion. Lord, I submit myself to Your will. Teach me to be gracious, humble, and faithful. I know You will do immeasurably more than all I could ask or imagine. I love you.
Amen.

Welcome!

Hello there! My name is Chloe. You may know my two other blogs here on Blogger- "Chloe's Closet" and "Chloe's Corner". In addition to my love for fashion, beauty, and writing in general, I also love learning more about God and diving deeper into my personal relationship with Christ. I believe the only way to live in true peace and joy is by pursuing a deep, intimate, and authentic relationship with Jesus. I am vey far from perfect, but I hope that each day I become more patient, more compassionate, more joyful, and more loving. I want to invite you to join me in my journey of falling more and more in love with God and living in community with those He has placed into my life.

Feel free to comment on any blog post or email/message me. I love hearing from people and getting to hear your stories, ideas, and opinions. I do ask, that all comments be respectful, uplifting, and kind.  No one likes being isolated, attacked, or mistreated. Let's all be gracious and do our part to keep negativity and hostility far away from this site.

I want to challenge myself and others around me to live beautiful and bold lives. Oftentimes our society and culture tell us that we must stay silent and apathetic about our faith, but that is not a fulfilling way to live. I have tried to be quiet about my love for God, but it has made me feel so depressed and isolated. Yes, it an be scary. It can be risky, but it is absolutely worth it. I'll be here to keep encouraging you to stay bold, because those with bold and unapologetic faith make beautiful people.

I am so excited to be part of this experience with you. Let's do this!

Light and Love,

Chloe